-the financial crisis,
-the increasing power of fascism in my country,
-the low quality of italian universities,
-the fact that I want to start a band and/or be an artist and fuck as many underage girls I can before I get too old to do that without legal consequencies
and
-the fact that I hate northern Italy and italians in general
I decided to quit the university and either find a job or play music or be an artistoid escort in some "northern european rich country".
So I told my parents about my decision and they were pretty much convinced that
it was
-as always in this period of the year an over-intensification of my existential problems
-that they had enough
and
-that I could do whatewer I wanted, but that I always choose the difficult and wrong way and that I am never satisfied, I never finish things, etc.
After some hours of fear and loathing I was still pretty sure about that: go somewhere (possibly the Netherlands), find a job and then study music.
But I didn't realize the Zia Rita factor.
Zia Rita is my auntie.
She kind of raised me, because my mom was often working and had no time.
She loves me.
So, the morning after the harsh argument with my parents, she opened my room door and said, after a long pause, that she was going to give me 5000€ in case I would graduate before my 22nd birthday.
I was really excited and moved for that, and after some 5 minutes I told her to write this will on a sheet of paper, with this result.
So, I only have 70 credits. I need 105 more credits to succeed, as shown in this chart(the exams in green are the one I've already done).
These are the dates of the exams.
To obtain 105, I need severe discipline.
That's why I'll count the hours I spent studying in one day.
Today's are 0.
1 commento:
spero vivamente che tu stia studiando cinese II per il 12 novembre.
se devi seguire le lezioni, cosa comunque auspicabile, sia per avere più facilità nel preparare un esame, sia per avere programmi di studio ridotti, e soprattutto farti vedere in volto dai tuoi professori in modo da essere bene o male riconosciuto agli appelli, ti rammento che tra lunedì 29 e martedì 30 settembre, iniziano i corsi.
questa casa è sporca in maniera oscena, non viene pulita da luglio....ho detto tutto.
ho paura del tifo e del colera, per fare la doccia ho dovuto mettere per terra dei vecchi cartoni della pizza tanto era sporco il pavimento. che comunque ospitava degli spaghetti incrostati.
probabilmente non avrei nessuna difficoltà a vivere in un campo rom dopo questo weekend.
il gatto continua a puntarmi ma non mi ha ancora scarnificata.
credo che tra un pò andremo a fare un giro a pignasecca, anche per cibarci, visto lo stato indecente della cucina.
farò delle foto e le venderò a studio aperto.
volevo raccontarti anche di come sia stato tutto così penoso con elena a roma, ma tanto poi ci vediamo.
buono studio.
ah, ovviamente poi ti dirò cosa ne penso di tutta questa faccenda...
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